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[06 Dec 2005|05:25pm] |
"Kitti, I decided to break up with Suna..."
Kitti: "WHAT?! Why?!?! But Su' is soo awesome!!!"
"Yeah...I know she is. I know."
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[03 Dec 2005|04:30pm] |
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Why am I blank.
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[26 Nov 2005|10:01am] |
You were in my dream, come to think of it ._.
I just BARELY remember it though. We were in a mall, on a third level both heading for some department store, when all of a sudden a group of people ahead of us(Could have been people I knew, might have not been), like, dared you or challenged you to do something. I don't know what it was but the next thing I knew you turned around and headed straight for the escalators and managed yourself downstairs to the second floor in whatever odd way those kids asked you to. I really don't know what it was or what you really did, but I do remember running straight back after you and leaping downstairs to catch up. You had already gotten in the department store and you were leaning/sitting against a table breathing heavily, and I stood in front of you and said "You didn't have to do that. You don't have to do anything anyone tells you..." Then I just hugged you.
Strange dream o.0; I know~
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[26 Nov 2005|09:39am] |
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZE, what on earth HAPPENED LAST NIGHT? 6____6 I remember... falling on the floor, and randomly deciding it would be better for my body if I...just never got up =__= so I think I passed out there last night.... but I woke up in my bed.... and the computer was off...o.0
-confused-
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[22 Nov 2005|12:33am] |
Is Mr. Perfect too perfect to be perfect...?
What do you want from me...?
I am only human. I am only me.
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[03 Nov 2005|11:38pm] |
A poem written for a very dear friend of mine, which I feel as though I've been seperated from since we see each other only so rarely.
A mother's palm
and your gentle breath upon the world
Your sister voice
and your soft embrace in you
A'shredded tear
a tear for you
I do I do I see in you warmth
of the hearth for the heart
Beside a pot of blooming violets
Whose maroon fingers
Sip
The nectars of golden life
swallow
The bitterness gone away.
Your compassion sings.
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| How appropriate xD |
[30 Oct 2005|04:09pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shinyathepet's Halloween party:
_candyholic dressed as Counselor Troi from "Star Trek".
_musikkasten_ dressed as a third baseman for the Red Sox, though it looked more like a laser printer.
a_la_snowflake dressed as someone called "Chris Domingo", but you've never heard of them before.
aka_san dressed as a bottle of Freezac.
anti_playa808 dressed as George Clooney, though it looked more like Barbra Streisand.
applecandy dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Unlucky Demon.
badtz_gaze dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Slimy Girdlenose".
bloodstainedme dressed as the President of Sudan.
bri_chan dressed as Winona Ryder.
camui_gackt176 dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
cherrrystarz dressed as a catcher for the Tigers.
coffecream dressed as a skeleton.
comfortably dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Mace of Springfield.
confusedkrnuser dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley, and it suited them all too well.
cucumbercola dressed as the Vicount of Valumtrikgran.
darklance dressed as a tasty brain.
extrapinksugar dressed as the Transparent Power Ranger.
fednetnation dressed as your mother-in-law.
horeru_ dressed as Millard Fillmore.
i_own_boysluts dressed as a mummy.
immortalvirgo dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Gloria.
jayoku gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a moose.
juuuu dressed as Claudia Schiffer.
katet_of_99 dressed as Famke Janssen riding a bear.
kill_me_now_13 dressed as Superman.
kitkit_52 dressed as a jam.
kozi_wa dressed as a safety for the Lions.
lilrivkah dressed as a evil human resources supervisor.
limmenel dressed as Kirsten Dunst's aunt.
lostbaphomet666 dressed as a discount, though it looked more like Paris Hilton.
mangamistress dressed as a goblin.
marinshe dressed as Hilary Duff.
maseiya dressed as something drowsy, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
merodorama dressed as a quarterback for the Chiefs.
mervielles dressed as a airborne zombie.
mystic_macabre dressed as Optimus Prime.
n0sf3ratu dressed as Princess Leia.
oresama_shikou dressed as a B2B ObjectivesCorp. employee.
r3dhalo dressed as the Duke of Van Heinen.
ray_ray_rain dressed as a new superhero: Robo- Atom.
sadistic_rave dressed as the love child of Conan O'Brien and Madonna.
sailorclef dressed as Ted Williams.
sakuranohi dressed as a Kristinfieldsoft employee.
shelikestupid gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a pimp.
shinya_ dressed as a bottle of Levidyne.
shonen_key gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a character from "L.A. Confidential".
shore_of_sanity dressed as a Level 12 bard, though it looked more like a hill.
sirkibbs dressed as Ray Bourque.
sour_beat dressed as a elk.
spastic_gnome dressed as Emperor Palpatine.
ura_menu dressed as the equator.
vahnm dressed as the Governor of Maryland.
wagahai dressed as James Monroe, though it looked more like Butt-head.
winged_vision dressed as a alibi.
without_meaning didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
Created with phpNonsense
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[15 Oct 2005|04:14pm] |
I wonder if I'd be disrupting anything if I called right now >___>
...e____e -worries- hrmm..
Sigh.. I just always worry that I'll be disturbing her while she's eating dinner... or working on something, and just 6_6 I don't know... I don't like being a "disruption." -latches on you-
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[04 Oct 2005|10:32pm] |
I got extremely sick towards the middle of Algebra 2. I was wondering why it became soo difficult for me to write steadily, and after sitting up from hanging around with Toshiya I discovered how weak I had really been. Now, I've stayed up that late that I did the night earlier before, and I actually did eat this morning, so it was surprising that I felt that way. To best describe it... you know when you get soo hungry that you start trembling and barely have the strength to go anywhere? That kind of feeling, if you've ever had it.
I intended to ask my English teacher to allow me to go down to the nurse's office once second period started but I tried to come up with all the reasons I could to avoid that. I couldn't miss school again... so I stuck it up and nibbled on starbursts while we watched Moby Dick the entire class time. I ended up feeling better a little while before lunch started thankfully.
My day seemed off. Very strange and uncomfortable.
I walked home today which was quite tiresome walking soo soon. I had to be home early to watch over my siblings while my mom went out for the night. Jonathan had school until 8.
I have to wonder about myself sometimes... I may have some of the strongest morals than any other, but that doesn't exactly make me smart. I am still a teenager.
It's funny though... I know this. I understand all of this. These uncontrollable emotions, the out of control emotional roller coasters... but I seem to encourage myself into them. Not for attention, no, but for maybe fun? Maybe escapism? When I find myself sitting at my desk, staring blankly at the people and scenery around me... when I'm around a group of friends, but I feel completly and utterly alone... I have to ask myself, if I can control these emotions, why don't I?
Right now, music is on in my headphones at an almost deafening level, I'm lost in thought about my past, my future, my loved ones. I've got a major project as well as an essay to write tonight, laundry to do, a quiz to study for, a note to finish; but I'm keeping them furthest in the back of my head just so I can zone out about life, love, dreams, difficulties...etc...
It certainly isn't a question of whether I'm crazy or not, because I know full well just how insane I am. If they knew just how much, they'd lock me up and swallow the key! It's just the kind of cage they'd throw me in that worrys me...
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